For friends who are actually reading this..

I'm going through some struggles lately.. There are a lot of stress factors and I can't seem to control them well. and the thing is, I really wanna find a person to talk to but I just can't. and you.. If you're still reading my blog, I hope you know that I regard you as a very very good friend of mine thats why I felt that strong sense of ... When you start to distant yourself. But we'll still be here for you... If you ever wanna share any if your problems.

3 times in 2 days. thats it.

i hope that to the few of you who reads my blog, i am a friend who is worth risking for. of course i wont put myself on par with your families or best friends la. but you know, just worth fighting for when i am in trouble. because i am pretty sure i will. for the few of you, you know who you are.

although i am dissapointed, at least i got to know this fast enough. so that i can do some adjustments to not feel so hurt.oh wells, im not so important after all.

people had it easy. you have no idea how angry i am with myself. f the kinda grades i got this sem. the worst thing is, i dont know how i can improve on my results anymore! its like being lost in a maze. you have tried so many different routes, and you just cannot find the right one. but somehow, i am glad that i feel angry for getting such grades. at least i know i have not given up.

this round of results is really a huge blow for me. I swear you're going to see me study every single day. But then again, it is not about how hardworking you are isnt it? it is about how you study. I dont believe in the dumbass/smartass theory. no! everyone has the capacity to do well. but how?

what perfect results to ruin the day. my mum said i gave her tears (mine) on her birthday.

i really hope the kinda anger i am feeling right now will not go away. i need it to pull through the rest of the sems. i refuse to give up. okthxbye!

所以就是这样吗？ 这个学期最宝贵的一课，很残忍，但我一定会记住的。人，原来就是如此。

running on high

these few days of intensive studying is like walking through ten courts of hell. and guess what? i'm not done with it. :s top it up with supper irritating block nose. i was stupid enough to make do with it until i realise i can actually go to the pharmacy and buy some block nose medication - non drowsy. ya, stupid, i know.

anyways,
this looks like a good place to dine!!!

http://blog.thegardenslug.com

garden slug. what a creative name!

we started as one; we go to primary school, secondary school, jc/poly/university. but now, we start to diverge. we prioritise and walk towards a future unique to each of us. my friends, no matter what choices you make, i'll support. thats prolly the best thing i can give you. :)